Wednesday, April 2, 2008♥7:56 PM
boring...life everyday is the same...hahas. just now went to jen's house. then mel help my alter my skirt. now very very short. think will kenna caught lo. sigh. nvm. who cares? hahas. well...come to think of it...i find that i really changed alot after i broke up with him. maybe it's better? but well...i think i've changed in a bad way. last time i treat everything seriously. now, i treat nothing seriously. i come late to school, skip lessons and even thought of playing truant. i dun care if i get scolded or not and i quarrel with my parents over very little things. i treat exams, homeworks, and tests like a game. this is not the real me at all. i guess i just want to find some ways to escape from reality. until now, im still living in my own world. a world where i can do anything i like. and no one can persuade me to change. i really want to go back to who i really am. this life isn't the life i want. i won't let him affect my life. who is he to make me change my whole life for him? im was really foolish to cry so many times over him. it isn't worth it for me to cry over him. i finally realised that. hahas.
finallyiknowwhatdoireallywant.itsnotyou(:
&I'll smile for you(:
