Thursday, July 30, 2009♥5:03 PM
tired. super super tiring... i seriously dont feel like studying. i feel like giving up, but i know i wont. great. every week has to stay back at least 3 times. sometimes more. there really isnt much time to do homework at all. by the time i come back, i'm too tired to study or do anymore work. prelims is in less than 4 weeks. abt a month or 2 after prelims will be o's. 80 plus more days to o's! just have to bear for this few more months. and after that can relax already! hahas. i'm looking forward to it! hahas.
&I'll smile for you(:
Thursday, July 23, 2009♥6:40 PM
alright, rochelle. dont tell me this is bad. for i cant help it anymore. this is seriously getting on my nerves. hahas.
i finally realised the truth. all this while, i was blind. i didnt put in any effort to study for, like what mr ridzuan said today abt the crabs. yes. as long as i did better than you, i was satisfied. in the end, my results kept dropping while yours got better. after today, i finally realised what kind of a friend you were. i've made up my mind. im not going to be satisfied with winning you. you should know that this year, everybody's gonna be selfish. yea, i know. i was stupid enough to help you with anything you dont know. but not anymore. everytime i ask you for help, ask yourself. what was the answer you gave me? "i dont know how to do, i anyhow do, or i forgot how i did it." otherwise, you wont be happy to help me at all. at 1st, i thought maybe you weren't having a good day or something. fine. i wont bother so much. then, i realised it was all the time. and, today, i didnt ignore you. you came into class with a super unhappy face and obviously the best thing to do is to just leave you alone. but for the whole day, you just showed your face. when you're with your other friends, its a different case. whenever you are with us, i would try to make an effort to speak in english so that you wont feel left out. but when im with you and the others, did you even try to include me? answer is, no. you were there speaking malay all the while and i couldnt understand a word of it. nvm, forget it. that doesnt bother me at all, if you're wondering. one more thing. you do think its funny to make fun of people's name, do you? once, its funny. twice, i'll laugh out of politeness. thrice, i think its getting too much. perhaps you didnt realised that. but now, i think you should know.
i dont mean anything by this post. i just thought that you should know whats going on.
&I'll smile for you(:
Tuesday, July 7, 2009♥4:34 PM
finally finally. finally oral is over! i couldn't get myself to calm down. i was so nervous lah. im so glad its over. finally. hahas. chem test tml. 2 chapters. havent study yet. valerie, what are you doing? i must be mad. but im really tired. nvm. lets wait till tonight. i'll study then. hahas. for now, let me just rest and enjoy playing computer! hahas.
hey rochelle, 1 more month plus! i want to win this time, girl! hahas!
&I'll smile for you(:
Saturday, July 4, 2009♥5:42 PM
okay mel. i know it has been a long time since i updated. so here's a update. hahas.
great. o-levels mt oral on tuesday. im super worried. what if im very nervous and say the wrong thing? or pronouce the words wrongly? how? oh no. i hope i wont get some topic that i dont know how to say. nvm. just leave it to god. hahas.
okay, im like thinking abt all the negative things. stop it valerie! think positive. everything will be fine. yes, thats right.
this is so weird. i sound like a lunatic. nvm nvm. lets just stop here. hahas.
dont think highly of yourself. trust me. you'll make people hate you instead. and i do.
&I'll smile for you(:
