Monday, January 19, 2009♥6:05 PM
im not in a good mood. im definitely not in a good mood. dont try to test my patience. dont.
&I'll smile for you(:
♥5:16 PM
gosh. what kind of life is this? everyday go school, come back, do homework, sleep. seriously. i really dont want to care abt him anymore. fine. he's working. he's busy. i fully understand. but, what's the meaning of not replying msgs, or hanging up calls? replying a msg no matter how busy you are, cant take you more than 2-3 minutes right? you think you're the only person who is busy? im busy with studying and everything and yet i still take the time to go think abt you, wonder what you're doing, etc etc. you may say i also didn't bother to msg you. yes, i admit. i didn't bother. i wanted to see if you'd actually take the initiative or not. and sad to say, i was right. you couldn't be bothered. oh yeah right. you called me. and woke me up. and hang up the call in less than a minute. you said you wanted to bathe. okay fine. cant you just say so? i already wasn't in a good mood for the whole day. when you called, i tried to not show it. its okay if you didn't make my mood better. just dont make it worse. or perhaps, you cant tell whether im in a good mood or not? i may joke with you. that's for the sake of you. just to not let my mood affect you. do you know that im really tired of all this? this has been happening on and off ever since last year. last year, i still can cope. this year, no. not with all the studying and everything. im trying my best to NOT quarrel with you. everybody has a limit to their patience, including you. i hope you know that i too, have a limit to my patience. one day i wont be able to take it anymore and things will be very bad by then. i think you wont want that to happen right?
i said i'll give us one last chance. and that's what im doing now.
&I'll smile for you(:
Friday, January 2, 2009♥4:00 PM
its only the 1st day of school, and guess what? im starting to regret ever dropping pure science. its not like i dont like 4e3 or something. its just that...they're really so different from the class i came from. okay, at least im more interested in science now since its so easy to understand compared to pure. and, though its the same topic that i've learnt last year, it all suddenly seems very interesting to me. when mr ng taught it, i was like half asleep. today though my mind kept wandering off, at least i didn't feel like sleeping. having your mind wander off is much much better than sleep anyways. at least you're half listening. more or less something will get inside your head. and, last year, no matter how hard i tried, i just couldn't remember all the key words or key points. however, when i was listening to what mr roger lim was saying, it all came back to my mind. one good thing abt combined science is that you dont have to remember key words to score. just use simple english and as long your answer is there, you get the marks. no key points, nothing! good right? luckily mrs chew is taking our a-maths class. thank god. i really love her lah! and she's so slim now can? dont know how she can still mantain her figure after giving birth to 2 sons lah. plus mrs vjay's taking over 4e3's history. good. very good. and gosh, we only have 5 free periods every week. better than nothing anyways. oh well, i guess i'll just have to put up with the current situation for abt 10 months plus and that's it. im out of this school :D
i really miss my classmates last year. they're so much more fun!
&I'll smile for you(:
Thursday, January 1, 2009♥1:19 PM
finally its 2009!
hello 2009 and byebye 2008!
hahas. its a brand new year.
no more slacking and everything!
hahas. really miss all my friends.
but its okay. im gonna see them in school tml! hahas.
p.s. girls, let make 2009 a memorable year for us!
&I'll smile for you(:
