Tuesday, August 12, 2008♥9:08 PM
gosh. i suppose this is just life. played with stapler today. then accidentally staple my own finger. suddenly i was very awake lah. super pain. but nvm lah. this kind of pain is nothing compared to the hurt i've been through. sigh...nothing much to say. except today really was a waste of time. sigh. shouldn't have gone. waste my time!
istillmissyou.uptillnow.
&I'll smile for you(:
Sunday, August 3, 2008♥10:28 PM
i tried. i really tried to let you go. but i just cant. i really tried. i want to let you go. i want to let you have your own life. i want to get out of your life. but i cant. i just cant let you go. yes i know. if you love somebody, then let them go. but how do i let you go? yes. i told everybody that i've gotten over you. but the truth is, i haven't. i just miss you so much. i love you, you know? i dont want to break with you de. but i really dont know what came over me. perhaps it's because you like melody. im fine with it if you like someone else. but why melody? you know that if you like her, i wouldn't know how to face her. which was why i decided to break up with you. im sorry im sorry. really...
today was supposed to be our second month. but instead, i promised myself to get out of your life.
&I'll smile for you(: