Friday, November 19, 2010♥8:39 PM
slacked in CEN room damn long today. now i finally realised what it meant when sochanthy they all told us not to drop in at CEN room in between lessons cos we wont want to go back to lessons after that. hahas.
i hope dear's alright. i really dont like to see him unhappy. it pains me to see him like that. dear, be alright dear.
sigh, dear seems to be quite cold these few days. he's not like last time anymore. but, its okay. as long as he's still with me, i can take anything.
i love you dear.
&I'll smile for you(:
Wednesday, November 10, 2010♥10:24 PM
okay, so lets see. today was quite fun. comprog was fun, eh, edev not so much. hahas. okay, then spring-cleaned the CENT room today. had damn lot of fun trying to dry the table cloths. 2 of us took one side of the tablecloth each, then move our arms up n down with alot of strength to get the water out of the tablecloth. tiring, yes, but fun. hahas. it wasnt totally dried yet. so me n elaine went into the girls toilet n tried to dry it under the hand dryer. not quite dry too. but nvm. hahas. okay, so went back out, n slacked around. sochanthy went to get the veroboards for the noticeboard. took one big stack. a teacher noticed n asked him "wah, take so many uh?" n he said, ya. for class. that class must be full of people who make damn lot of mistakes n need abt 10 boards per person lah! hahas. okay, then went back n then helped to put up the veroboards. dont know why, but i like doing that. its fun to align all of the boards and standardise all the pins. its fun to me. hahas.
okay, so after spring cleaning, went to tampines mall with dear they all cos i had to meet my family there. dad's birthday today. went to soup restaurant to eat, n i know why my brother kept wanting to eat the chicken there. its really nice. the soup was not bad too. the tonic smell isnt that strong at all. not bitter too. hahas. meant to get dad a cake before i went home as a surprise, but since i wasnt going home, i couldnt get it. n went i was looking at the cakes a prima deli cos i was waiting for my parents to appear, my dad pinched my nose n tell me dont need to get him a cake. oh well. its the thought that counts.
okay, so my parents are fine now. thank god. rarely get to go out to spend their anniversary together, n they had to be unhappy with each other. thank god they're fine now. C:
oh n i miss dear so much.. really really love him(:
happy birthday, papa!^^
&I'll smile for you(:
Monday, November 8, 2010♥10:28 PM
just got back home at around 9 plus. tired. my neck's aching. shoulders also. i want a massage! hahas. didnt get the project our group wanted. damn. the group of china people got it. walao lo. frustrated. sigh. nvm. we'll do better than them. hahas. monday's always a very tiring day. i bet i'll sleep damn soundly today. hahas. good.
thank you, my dear, for making me happy today even though you didnt realised. if only everyday can be like today. how good that will be.. but.. i know i shant be too greedy. once in awhile is enough for me. i love you, dear.
&I'll smile for you(:
Sunday, November 7, 2010♥9:30 PM
a typical sunday. grandma's house, church, 姑婆's house. hahas. love my grandma. no matter how simple the dishes are, there's always a fried fish for me. and i never get tired of it even though i eat it every sunday. its really nice. hahas.
then church.. hmm.. wasnt paying attention to the sermon. i suspect not many people were paying attention. cos.. i really dont understand what the pastor was saying.. he kept straying from the topic... n jolyn was playing with my hair, trying to braid it. failed. i can tie it better myself than her. hahas. so, ya. oh well. never listen. hahas. end up reading harry potter n the chamber of secrets towards the end. otherwise i would have fallen asleep.. its always the same with this speaker. hahas. okay.. then went to mustafa to buy my covered shoes. went to ask the sales person if there was other sizes for the scholl shoe i wanted. i was holding to one shoe only. guess what she told me? "all the shoes are already out there on display, we dont keep stocks." i was like thinking, " what? hello, im only holding on to 1 side of the shoe. since when was i holding on to a pair? is she blind?" end up, dad went to the shelves at the side, n hey presto! all the scholl shoes were there. all those that were outside were open-toed shoes. i wanted a covered pair. not a open-toed one. if i could complain abt the salesperson, i would have done it! what kind of sales person is that? so super lousy! plus, she's not new. damn. nvm, i still got my shoes in the end. dad's much better than a sales person. hahas.
okay, then off to 姑婆's house. had satay n rice for dinner. grandauntie is really a good cook. no matter what, every sunday, there'll be something nice. haha. okay, n dad brought the waveboard for 姑姑 joy n shaun to try. super funny, watching them try out the waveboard. n, 姑姑 joy wants to go buy one now. hahas. ben ben they all weren't there though. cannot play with gabriel n sarah. sigh. n as usual, my crazy cousin is well, crazy. crazy, but funny though. hahas. watched harry potter for awhile, then went up to say goodbye to 姑婆. she suddenly held my hand, dont know why. she's really very nice to me, though.. maybe cos she watched me grow up from young. n, recently, i've been hearing 姑姑dawn they all tell me abt how difficult it was to carry me when i was young. they had to use all sort of methods. 姑姑dawn's method was weird. she told me that she had to tell me that she'll put lotion on my hand before i'd let her carry. i didnt know i was so vain. hahas. n yeaps, i didnt let anyone near me. n all of them were dying to carry me cos well.. i was the only baby then, till my cousin came out 1 year n 6 months later. so yeaps. 姑婆 was telling me how fast time pass... it only seemed like awhile ago that i was still a baby. n now, 17, almost all grown up. n, everyone else is 17 years older too. time really pass very fast.
well.. enough of it le bahs. hahas. now, dear. i miss him so much! 3 days never see him, never hug him, really miss him alot alot alot. nvm, tomorrow can see him le. *happy* i love you, dear.
&I'll smile for you(:
Friday, November 5, 2010♥9:59 PM
haha, im so happy now. dear's back. those few days w/o him were really... very horrible. hahas. i really love dear sooo sooo much! i dont know how long i could have last w/o him. everyday was really horrible.. now that he's back, i hope he wont leave again.. i dont know why i love him so much though. hahas. I LOVE YOU, DEAR!
sian, tml got to go uncle lawrence's house for the short video for christmas.. i have to act like a child.. hahas.. i doubt reuben will look like a child though. he's so much taller n so much more muscular. how to look like a child? i bet i cant stop myself from laughing! he'll look such a sight! hahas.
dear, promise that you wont leave me again, alright? dont break this promise too..
&I'll smile for you(:
