Tuesday, April 8, 2008♥8:21 PM
depressed, fustrated, angry and unhappy. this is the kind of life im leading everyday. i really dun want to be like that. i was still alright in the morning. laughing at every single thing sera and rochelle did. but after school, everything changed. rochelle was depressed. very very depressed. on the way to the stadium, she didn't talk much at all. well, all of us didn't talk much at all. me and rochelle were listening to songs and mel was quite quiet too. actually wanted to go to tampines mall to buy something to eat. but we didn't go. after that, i was hungry. and mel don't want to walk. so in the end, rochelle went with me to buy something to eat. and while we were eating, i suddenly started to feel very very depressed also. what to do? seeing him makes me think of those unhappy memories. those are memories that i want to erase. keeping them will only make me fall into depression sooner or later. but it's alright. i don't hate him or anything. i suppose life is just like that. we wasn't fated to be together. there's nothing i can do but accept it. good for mel then. hahas. her you-know-who was very good luh. he landed very very nicely. hahas. what should i do? im so depressed. and so fustrated. i just threw the tablecloth on the floor. first time i feel so angry luh. what am i supposed to do?! im so angry so angry. fine. nvm. i don't care anymore. who cares whether mr ng will notice me or not? i totally give up on my life now le.
whymustthingsbelikethat?iwanttobewhoiusedtobe.
&I'll smile for you(:
