Wednesday, July 2, 2008♥8:08 PM
you know, what should i do now? everything i do seems to be wrong. and all i've done only seems to make him angry with me. i do love him, you know. and i really dont want to make him angry. but what should i do? i tried my best, you know. still nothing seems to be working out between us. i dont want him to leave me, you know. yet, i still get the feeling that he's going to leave me soon. i dont mean to have this kind of feeling. but yet, i just cant help it. im just so afraid that you'll just leave me for another girl. it's not that i dont trust you. i do trust you, you know. but it's just that everytime you talk to a girl, i'll get jealous. well, i know i shouldn't get jealous. but i just cant help it. what should i do now? i really have no idea now. everyday, on top of all my homework and everything, i still have to think abt what should i do. i know 2008 is an important year for you. and i dont want you to be even more stressed-out. you already have enough stress. am i right? oh well...nevermind then. guess i'll just have to continue this way. though you may not have noticed it, i do miss you every second, every minute. and i may appear like i cant be bothered with you. but in my heart, i do care. all you have to know is that i do love you. im sorry for not showing you that i care for you and i do notice everything that you do. it's just that i've never shown you that i care. im sorry, dear.
mydear.imsorry.andtrustme.idoloveyou.
&I'll smile for you(:
