Monday, January 19, 2009♥5:16 PM
gosh. what kind of life is this? everyday go school, come back, do homework, sleep. seriously. i really dont want to care abt him anymore. fine. he's working. he's busy. i fully understand. but, what's the meaning of not replying msgs, or hanging up calls? replying a msg no matter how busy you are, cant take you more than 2-3 minutes right? you think you're the only person who is busy? im busy with studying and everything and yet i still take the time to go think abt you, wonder what you're doing, etc etc. you may say i also didn't bother to msg you. yes, i admit. i didn't bother. i wanted to see if you'd actually take the initiative or not. and sad to say, i was right. you couldn't be bothered. oh yeah right. you called me. and woke me up. and hang up the call in less than a minute. you said you wanted to bathe. okay fine. cant you just say so? i already wasn't in a good mood for the whole day. when you called, i tried to not show it. its okay if you didn't make my mood better. just dont make it worse. or perhaps, you cant tell whether im in a good mood or not? i may joke with you. that's for the sake of you. just to not let my mood affect you. do you know that im really tired of all this? this has been happening on and off ever since last year. last year, i still can cope. this year, no. not with all the studying and everything. im trying my best to NOT quarrel with you. everybody has a limit to their patience, including you. i hope you know that i too, have a limit to my patience. one day i wont be able to take it anymore and things will be very bad by then. i think you wont want that to happen right?
i said i'll give us one last chance. and that's what im doing now.
&I'll smile for you(:
