Tuesday, May 25, 2010♥7:47 PM
another pretty boring day. wrtoral presentation for the rest of the class. it got kinda boring cos alot of them did the topic on illegal downloading. one is good, two is interesting, three is okay, four is still okay, five is getting boring, and you know the rest. seriously. i think more than half the guys did illegal downloading lah. cant blame me for not being able to pay attention. hahas. hmm, did a few quizes in the last 2 weeks. got back the results, wasnt quite disappointed except for emaths 2. its a-maths for goodness sake. one subject that im good in. and yet, arrogance and carelessness caused me to actually got 12/20. how wonderful is that? very, i know. hahas.
its hard to be around someone who has got another side to him. an agressive side, whom he cannot control at all. really. i cant help trying staying away from him. its something i cant control. its my natural instinct. nvm, since i've made up my mind, i shouldnt care so much anymore. yeaps. thats right. whatever happens, will happen. it isnt something both of us can control. thats my fault for falling for you, isnt it?
well, i've decided to risk it all. as in really risk it all. its either i win, or i lose everything. this is seriously the biggest gamble i've ever took in my life so far. it will be the 1st, and the last. if i lose, thats the end of everything. dear, you know that too. dont ever break my heart and let me lose the gamble. my life is in your hands. you know that, dont you? you told me to risk it and trust you a 100%. thats what im doing now. thats because i love you enough to have complete trust in you. you can screw up my life if you want. it all depends on you now.
just know that its too late for me to turn back.
&I'll smile for you(:
