Tuesday, May 4, 2010♥4:03 PM
been such a long time since i've touched this blog. its almost dead already. this few months has been really bad. staying at home with nothing to do didnt help at all. it made things worse instead. the nightmares i've been having got worse and all the unhappy things keep appearing in my mind. i hate it. i really do. why do i ever have to meet you? i've successfully avoided you for 2 years. yet, i still met you after all this time. why, why, why? why does life has to be like that? can someone tell me? it sucks. it really does. i had to drop my pure science because of you. but, because of it, i made up my mind that i'll never never let you destroy my future. and i did. i studied and ignored everything around me. i'll never be the same again.
but, after everything i've been through, im still here. i didnt let you completely destroy me. yeaps, dont think you're that great. you're not.
new school, new friends, new life. its time to forget everything in the past.
&I'll smile for you(:
