Tuesday, May 18, 2010♥8:45 PM
okay... so its been a month since school started. hmm.. so what am i supposed to blog abt? lots of things happened since sch started, so i wont deny that poly life is seriously exciting. but i dont get something. why on earth does boon peng dislike me so much? okay, so i dont like him that much either, but he's not supposed to know that at all. so, what can be the problem? i really dont know. did my 1st ever presentation in my poly life. totally screwed up. i did prepared myself. i did. but, when i went up, i was already nervous enough. okay, that was still alright. and then i started the presentation. just a few sentences into the presentation, jeffery aka apple, keep talking nonsense and asking stupid questions. i know my slides arent as good as his, okay? so, what has it got to do with him? i know he finished his presentation and did well for it, but hello! doesnt mean you do well, you can start commenting on other people's presentation right? i know you cant get into a JC, so stop acting like you seriously know abt everything! i can stand irritating people. but, im human too. it doesnt mean that if i've got alot of patience, i can stand any kind of nonsense from you. there's a limit to my patience, if you didnt realise. so, seriously, just shut up and listen to other people's presentation. why cant you just do that?
okay, enough of that. i should just seriously take it as an experience. okay. think abt happier things, valerie! hmm... i think i should just think of dear. hahas. he's like the 1st guy who can make me happy even when im angry with him lah. i just cant help it and i'll end up smiling instead of being angry with him. gracias, querido (: nunca esperaba encontrar a alguien que realmente me trata tan bien. you really make life in poly much easier for me to adapt to, y olvidarse de mi pasado. gracias, querido. there's nothing much i can ask for, just that i hope you wont be like my exs'. realmente.
te amo, querido(:
&I'll smile for you(:
