Thursday, May 20, 2010♥8:26 PM
today's really been a really tiring day. im tired of trying to smile, tired of putting on a brave front, tired of trying to keep my temper in control, and tired of trying to make everyone feel happy. sorry, but i really cant do that anymore. the more you try to make people happy, the more they will take it for granted. please, for goodness sake, im not obliged to make everyone happy. im sure everyone knows that too. im just trying to consider other people's feelings too. thats all. i dont know why it'd actually turn out like that. if thats the case, why am i bothering to make people feel happy when they cant even be bothered abt how i feel? it just isnt fair, is it? yea, well, la vida es injusta. i know. i dont know why, but im just very unhappy abt it. its nothing much, i know. shouldnt kick a big fuss cos of it. but i really cant help it. i cant stop my feelings, can i? i've tried my best to keep quiet abt it. but there's a limit to it. there really is.
well, dear, im sorry abt it. i know i shouldnt get angry with you. after all, you're stuck in the middle. one side is friendship, the other is love. it isnt easy to choose, i know. Sé que me quieren mucho. thats why i tried to keep quiet. thats why i keep things from you. porque no quiero que usted te preocupes. but, i still got angry with you. lo siento, querido.
im just venting my frustrations, nothing meant. please do not be offended by anything (:
&I'll smile for you(:
