Thursday, June 3, 2010♥10:08 AM
all of a sudden, i find myself thinking abt the days in secondary school. i really miss the life in secondary school. though there were happy and unhappy times, its still memorable. i remember thinking when i was in secondary school, that i just want to graduate and get out of that school. but now, i find myself missing it. its a part of my life, no doubt, a part where i can never go back to. miss all the friends i made, miss all the laughter, miss all the fun, and even the quarrels that we had. come to think of it, it was really stupid to quarrel over those little things. stupid, but at that time, it seemed like something big to all of us. hahas. now as we grow up, there isnt anymore time nor chance to fight over little things. as we grow up, we fight for love, for a place in life etc. there's no way we can go back to just being contented with whatever we have and focus more on winning the quarrels with our friends. miss being carefree, miss having no stress at all. miss playing all day w/o having to bother abt anything at home, miss just wasting time slacking at the void deck just because we dont feel like going home. miss the times when we can just go anywhere, as long as there are seats for us to sit on and chat. miss chatting, cursing people, talking abt the unhappy memories, and laughing like crazy over almost everything we said. miss them all. remember 2 years back, we were sitting at the void deck, talking abt the sec 4's taking o-level and how we were laughing at them? at the beginning of last year, you told me that this year's our turn. yet it feels like we still had alot of time. in june, after mother tongue o-level, you were like "oh no, now is already june" but still, we continued to stay at the void deck after school and chat. however, the times got shorter, because i wanted to go home and study. i wonder, i really wonder if there's someone else who are doing the same thing as us now. hahas. miss those fond memories, and most of all, i miss a good friend like you. now we all have our own life to lead, and hopefully, we can still meet again. remember our promises? to go to each other's weddding. remember. love you, babe!
going for bbq later on. waiting for dear, elaine, rui yang, bock yang, and kian yu to come my house to help me make the satay. woke up 1 and half hour earlier than the time i'd plan to wake up. dont know why. slept at 12am last night. was totally tired. stupid lime. why on earth did my dad buy the big lime? he should have bought the small ones. i dont have so much strength to squeeze the lime la. thank goodness 2 was enough. if not, i dont know what i'd have done to the lime. hahas.
yeaps, dear dont dare to eat anything i make now after he saw what i did to the mango. hahas. it really wasnt my fault. the mango was so soft, and i totally had no idea how to cut a mango. do you cut the skin 1st or just cut it into half? i dont know. hahas. but well, i do know how to cut a lime and a apple. hahas.
&I'll smile for you(:
