Friday, June 4, 2010♥12:27 PM
went for the bbq yesterday, was fun, to a certain extent. got there early at abt 3 plus and the sun was damn freaking hot. i totally forgotten that i havent been in the sun for a long long time, and i happily just played in the sun w/o thinking. went into the sea some more. i didnt plan for that -.-. then, was waiting for elaine to come so i could "bomb" her, cos i was damn bored. hahas. hmm.. jeffery was the 1st to reach other than adam, and he said that he was gonna be late. yea, late. as if. love the part where i saw jeffery's water bottle on top of the styrofoam box when he went to rent a bike. poured salt in it and ben was like "pour more lah!" hahas. so poured quite alot of salt and then i added coke. a little. just a little. hahas. the taste was really "awesome"! i wasnt prepared for the taste at all lo. and ya, i spit out the water. hahas. b4 that, darren and ruiyang had abit of problem and adam was like "darren just playing de lah". rubbish lo. luckily nothing really happened. ruiyang was super quiet and he was sitting alone. never seen him so quiet b4. was afraid his split personality'd appear. thank goodness it didnt. hmm.. so the bbq continued, and at around 9 plus, everyone was crowding around the bbq pit waiting for food. snatching food would be a better way to describe it. hahas. poor dennis. he was the one bbqing and he didnt get any to eat. and raymond also. he seems like quite an expert at handling the fire. he should have reached earlier. then we might have gotten more food to eat and everyone wouldnt have been so hungry. overall, still not a bad day (:
oh yes. was unwell last night. should be cause i didnt take lunch, and only had a pao for my breakfast. then didnt get much to eat at the bbq either. plus playing in the sea and then sitting in the rain... really felt like fainting when i was walking back to downtown east to take bus. but well, dear was there, and i didnt want him to worry. took all the energy i had to concentrate on not fainting. never felt so dizzy b4. so took bus 3 tgt with ruiyang and dennis home.. seriously, i feel damn bad cos they had to follow dear to send me safely home. they were supposed to go to bedok with bockyang and kianyu. felt really really bad abt it. should have just left b4 dear noticed anything was wrong. note to self: next time i must leave if im not feeling well b4 dear notice. sent me to the lift lobby, then dear called my house after i took the lift. i know he just meant well, and i shouldnt have lost my temper with him. but seriously. my f*cking brother refused to open the door n worse still, he tried to make things worse by going to my dad and say " that guy send her home. that guy you know? " seriously, whats his problem? cant a classmate send me home cos its late and im not feeling well? and he's not the only one anyways. just what does he seriously want? to get me into trouble with my dad? fine, do so then. i'll tell my dad that he was playing facebook last night after everyone slept. see if my dad confiscates his phone or not. childish i know, but still, his phone is the most precious thing to him. he can wreak havoc w/o it. so yeaps. im interested to see what he'll do this time. i dont care if it causes another conflict in my family. happy new year. since my mum's already ignoring me and doing nothing for me, so why would i care if she hates me more? doesnt make a difference to me.
thanks ruiyang, dennis and dear for sending me back though it wasnt on the way at all. and im sorry for troubling all of you. sorry!
&I'll smile for you(:
