Monday, June 7, 2010♥8:05 PM
this is like the 3rd day of holiday. kinda. its officially the 1st day of the sch hols, but well, since my last paper ended last wed, so this is the 3rd day of my holiday. and im bored. very very bored. very very very bored. holidays are so boring. i've got nothing to do except online. well, i suppose i could get back to knitting the scarf for my dad's birthday, but still, lazy. i still have like 5 more months anyways. so well, put that aside 1st. got back my voice, but it still sound damn bad. being sick is really no fun. went to sleep after i offline today afternoon, and woke up with a headache. went to bathe and then eat dinner. no appetite but i still managed to finish everything cos my parents were there. vomit almost everything out after that. this is seriously, i dont know what to say lo. sigh. hate it.
i realised now that i actually dont have any close friends who are guys. it seems like every guy who gets close to me has a motive. yeaps. so i dont really trust guys easily. 9/10 guys get close to you because they like you. true, isnt it?
was searching for a song called "love, me" by collin raye. my english teacher let us listen to it before and i find it touching. i like this passage: If you get there before i do, dont give up on me. I'll meet you when my chores are through, i dont know how long i'll be. But im not gonna let you down, darling wait and see. But between now and then, till i see you again, i'll be loving you. Love, me.
find it sweet. dont you think so? (:
&I'll smile for you(: