Wednesday, June 23, 2010♥8:51 PM
whats wrong? i really dont know... perhaps i made a great mistake of putting my trust in you despite knowing that im seriously not ready for it. perhaps. you say you care. but judging from your actions, none of it tells me that you really care. i want to believe everything you say. but your actions stops me from doing so. we're not tied to each other. go do what you like. i wont bother nor say anything and i hope you wont interfere with anything i wanna do too. even if i cut myself, its not your problem. its mine. it wont matter to you anyways. im sure im right.
im tired. im tired of this. im tired of having to think abt your feelings each and everytime i do something. im tired of smiling and pretending that nothing's wrong even though i have got alot of unhappiness inside. and, lastly, im tired of you asking if anything's wrong only when you feel like it. im tired.
its tiring to really love someone. now i understand it. and i dont think i can hold on any longer...
&I'll smile for you(:
