Monday, July 25, 2011♥9:20 PM
finally im home! been out for more than 12hrs straight! and im sooooooooooo tired now.
today was a good day overall. except for the fact that labtest sucks n i didnt dare to see my maths marks, it was good overall. maybe cos of piggy bahs.
speaking of that... hmm... damn yan han... everytime i go home tgt with him... he always gets me thinking. abt alot of stuff... different stuffs each time... and each time i get stressed... yes, i do need someone to tell me cos i cant notice it myself... but still... oh well, im just complaining. so for today, this was the question i kept asking myself after we parted.
Are we getting TOO close??
not with yan han, of cos. but with piggy... cos after all... we arent tgt yet... and this is like... going too fast for my liking... im scared, really. very very scared. im trying to not be... but i really dont wanna see history repeats itself over n over again for so many times. fall in love fast, get into a relationship fast, end even faster -.- that thought really scares me to death. someone, please help me. either you make the fear disappear, or stop me from falling too fast n too far. help me, please, someone?
and piggy's moody now... hope i can cheer him up. if he's moody, then i'll also get moody. oh dear... how i wish life was simple n easy as when i was still in sec 1...
feeling scared n worried. worse of all, troubled :(
&I'll smile for you(:
